Too Shy

Some people might see me as an outgoing person but deep down I'm really shy. Earlier today I was shy to do something and it was a very simple thing to do. I was just going to say 'hi' to someone, but I was too shy. I know it's stupid, but sometimes your shyness can take over you. Sometimes the simplest of things can be the hardest. I was shy because this person was with many people and I was kind of thinking about the negative thing that will happen when i say hi. I do that sometimes, I don't know why but I just do. It's kind of a bad habit. I hope someday I'll grow out of my shyness and I hope it will be soon, because I don't want my shyness to control my life forever.